i am a beautiful disaster i wonder how i will make it through this nightmare i hear this screaming of pain i see myself alone i want you, that is all i am a beautiful disaster
i pretend i'm okay i feel like a wounded scar i touch thy skin i worry that i will never succeed i cry that you left me i am a beautiful disaster
i understand that i'm not perfect i say that i am worthless i dream of being your everything i try seeing my future i hope it will be there someday i am a beautiful disaster