I’ve been seeing a lot of religion and it’s made me sick. I’ve been doing things for God with a heavy heart because I wanted people to know what I’m doing is different and I’m not doing it because of religion. I’ve seen so many people that talk about religion and how God himself is more important when they practice this religion themselves. I’ve seen so many people that say I’m going to stop this or do this because I feel like that is what God wants, they just use God as a excuse to do what they want to do. I’ve seen so many people that make Christianity another thing they just do, like a club they belong to.

I’ve seen so many people use Christianity as their click and social status, just acting like the preps and “good kids” in a high school. All of this has made me so sick that everything I do around Christianity I do with a heavy heart. Now I am able to see things different... thank God!

God is someone that I love so I should do it just because I love him. You do things for people that you love just because it makes them happy and that is the way it should be with God. In all honesty it shouldn’t matter if you were the only person in the world that loved him you should love him anyway. So I figure God will judge all the people who judge me.

God can take care of all these Christians that get mad at others because they drink or smoke when every sin is the same and those Christians gossip and other things like that. All these Christians just make me mad and I don’t wanna have anything to do with them. So I don’t have to have anything to do with them, just because those annoying hypocrites are there I still love God. Honestly there are still some Christians who reach out to the lost instead of judging them and don’t do all these things that make me mad. Honestly sometimes I sit back and remember times where I’ve done stupid things like that and make a agony sort of grunt.